1991 2006

September 8th, 2008


1991 2006

Essential Mercury Rev: Stillness Breathes 1991-2006
Essential Mercury Rev: Stillness Breathes 1991-2006 This 2006 two CD set encapsulates the wild, weird and wondrous musical history of Mercury Rev, from their first release in 1991 to the present time. Features singles, album tracks, edits, remixes and many mesmerizing musical moments. Also features collaborations with Alan Vega, Sean O'Hagan, Robert Creeley and others. 32 tracks total. V2.

Atists:  Mercury Rev
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Essential Mercury Rev: Stillness Breathes 1991-2006
Essential Mercury Rev: Stillness Breathes 1991-2006 Japanese pressing of this 2006 two CD set that encapsulates the wild, weird and wondrous musical history of Mercury Rev, from their first release in 1991 to the present time. Features singles, album tracks, edits, remixes and many mesmerizing musical moments. Also features collaborations with Alan Vega, Sean O'Hagan, Robert Creeley and others. 32 tracks total. V2.

Atists:  Mercury Rev
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Company: Jvc Japan  (2006-10-09)
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Essential Mercury Rev: Stillness Breathes 1991-2006
Essential Mercury Rev: Stillness Breathes 1991-2006 This 2006 two CD set encapsulates the wild, weird and wondrous musical history of Mercury Rev, from their first release in 1991 to the present time. Features singles, album tracks, edits, remixes and many mesmerizing musical moments. Also features collaborations with Alan Vega, Sean O'Hagan, Robert Creeley and others. 32 tracks total. V2.

Atists:  Mercury Rev
Audio CD:  Limited Edition, Import
Company: Universal Import  (2006-10-16)
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BMW Genuine 3 Series Key Chain
BMW Genuine 3 Series Key Chain Key rings is available for 3 Series, 5 Series, 6 Series and 7 Series.

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BMW Genuine Leather Key Chain
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BMW Genuine Locket Key Chain
BMW Genuine Locket Key Chain You are looking at one BMW locket key chain. Brass split ring with BMW logo that opens to hold a photo. This is a official BMW product.

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Russia's Revolution: 1989-2006
Russia's Revolution: 1989-2006 Russia's Revolution is a collection of essays written over 28 years which provide contemporaneous (at that time) commentary on Russia's efforts to shed its Communist past and join the capitalist and democratic Western mainstream.

Leon Aron is a resident scholar and director of Russian studies at the American Enterprise Institute, a conservative think-tank in Washington DC, which published this volume. Aron came to the US as a refugee 30 years ago when he was 24 and has made his career as a commentator on Soviet and Russian affairs. Although he is now an American citizen, his heart is still in Russia, or at least with the Russian people, whom he views as long-suffering and deserving of a better future than their past.

No fan of the Soviet Union, he does put that regime's rule into the context of four centuries of Russian "patrimonialism" in which political authority meant control of the economy and ownership of property. Nonetheless, "Soviet totalitarianism created the most venal Russia that ever existed." One in which "thievery and bribery were universal."

This left a barren field for the seeds of democracy and capitalism because "the Communist regime delivered to its successor not citizens but wards of the state" who complied with the laws only when forced to do so.

After the 1991 revolution, Russia became what he calls a "poor democracy," one of many in the post- Cold War era. They have the basic attributes of democratic government -- elections, enough political liberty to criticize the government and organize an opposition, and newspapers free of government censorship. But they also have deficits in their civic culture and low per capita GDPs.

In poor democracies the separation of political and economic power is vestigial and experience at self rule is embryonic. These plus poverty foster a culture of corruption. Aron acknowledges that corruption is not absent in the West, or from Western history, but observes that it is not embedded in governmental institutions as it is in the poor democracies.

Aron admires Yeltsin, whom he portrayed as a true revolutionary in his 2000 biography (Yeltsin: A Revolutionary Life) but not Putin, whom he sees as the restorer of the authoritarian state. In a 1999 chapter he writes that "Yeltsin's is the most open and liberal regime in the country's history," whose policies "are beneficial for the United States and its allies."

One of Yeltsin's quasi successes was changing the very nature of the criminal justice system, from "all-powerful prosecutors, timid and demoralized judges, decrepit courts, no trial by jury, and a conviction rate of over 99 percent" to one in which Russians sued the government and sometimes won, and in which "a Russian environmentalist [was] acquitted of charges of espionage brought ... by the heir to the KGB" -- an historical first.

From the "creative chaos of the revolution" also emerged a middle class, though the lack of good economic and survey data make it hard to identify. It has grown in fits and starts, as the country met various economic crises. Within this group "income and prestige... were redistributed away from professionals serving the state to those needed by individuals and private business." Consequently "the younger one is in Russia today (2000), the more educated and the closer to a large metropolis, the better one lives."

Like most poor democracies and all post-revolutionary governments, Russia has had trouble collecting taxes. Much income is "off the books" and hidden. A long delayed shift in the economy from manufacturing to services facilitated keeping wealth "under the radar." It was encouraged by the fact that full payment of all taxes would exceed the income of most businesses.

Although quite critical of how the newly born market economy is "linked to the state by myriad crooked `deals'," Aron also believes that the "YUKOS affair" -- in which the CEO of Russian's largest private oil company was arrested, tried and convicted and the company dismantled -- is a "scapegoat for the misdeeds of the 1990s." Despite its troubling origins, YUKOS was the "first Russian megafirm to switch to international accounting standards" and "the most transparent of Russia's largest industrial corporations." Aron argues that CEO Mikhail Khodorkovsky was punished by the regime for daring to challenge Putin in the political arena.

He concludes by describing the many ways in which Putin is recentralizing the government: choosing the 89 regional governors himself and then having them choose the members of the upper chamber of the parliament, changing direct election of the Duma (lower chamber) by the voters to a strict party list system and curbing judicial independence.

Yet, despite these concerns Aron remains hopeful that "the vertical of power" that Putin espouses will not prevail. While he thinks that things may get worse before they get better, in the end he says that "having defended their right to be treated as free and thinking people, the Russians never surrendered it to a new tyranny" and never will.



Author: Leon Aron
Hardcover:  300 pages
Company: AEI Press  (2007-04-25)
ISBN: 0844742422
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Supreme Court Opinions of Clarence Thomas 1991-2006: A Conservative's Perspective
Supreme Court Opinions of Clarence Thomas 1991-2006: A Conservative's Perspective In his fifteen years as an associate justice of the Supreme Court, Clarence Thomas has written nearly 350 opinions. Thousands of Thomas's eloquent and thoughtful words are thus available for Americans to examine. Yet much of the public still bases its opinion of Thomas on the words of the American media, going as far back as the bruising confirmation battle of 1991. Widespread, uncritical acceptance of glib assumptions has greatly distorted the record and even the character of this formidable justice. This book offers readers the opportunity to consider the real Clarence Thomas-the formidable intellectual and defender of the Constitution, amply represented by his writings. It analyzes his most important majority, concurring, and dissenting opinions from 1991 through 2006. The author argues that Thomas's opinions reveal a consistent adherence to the principles of federalism, separation of powers, limited judicial review, and regard for individual rights as contemplated by the framers of the Constitution. An appendix contains a list of every opinion Thomas has written and notes whether it was a majority, concurring, or dissenting opinion.

Author: Henry Mark Holzer
Hardcover:  232 pages
Company: McFarland & Company  (2007-01-24) (2007-01-24)
ISBN: 0786430036
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I Was Saddam's Son
I Was Saddam's Son When Latif Yahia, scion of one of Iraq's wealthiest families, was summoned from the front in the Iran-Iraq war to Saddam Hussein's inner sanctum, the Palace of the Republic, he was given a choice: become the double of Saddam's eldest son Odai ... or else. Latif underwent surgery to modify his appearance and was trained to move, speak, and behave exactly like Odai Hussein. Torture videos were shown to dull his feelings. As the stand-in for Odai, one of lraq's most powerful and hated men, he took part in affairs of state, business negotiations, parties, and, during the Gulf War, visits to the troops on the front lines (while Odai stayed safely away). He also saw firsthand the crimes and absurdities of a regime based on corruption and intrigue. He was privy to extraordinary scenes of debauchery, and witnessed repeated instances of torture, terror, rape, and murder. When Saddam's soldiers plundered Kuwait, Latif was there, both the tool of his master and the recorder of Iraqi atrocities. After years of service to Odai, Latif escaped through Kurdistan, where he found refuge with American forces. Providing a unique window on a closed society, this remarkable document reveals the horrors of lraq's despotic regime and portrays the psychopath who may one day inherit Saddam's power.

Author: Latif Yahia, Karl Wendl
Hardcover:  256 pages
Company: Arcade Publishing  (1997-05-01)
ISBN: 1559703733
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25 Original Unopened Packs of New & Vintage Basketball Cards (1991-2006) PLUS Pack 100 Soft Sleeves
25 Original Unopened Packs of New & Vintage Basketball Cards (1991-2006) PLUS Pack 100 Soft Sleeves Good Stuff - A lot of FUN for all ages .... This will be a mix of good packs, not old junk packs! You will enjoy what we send!!

Misc.:  Random Packs from over 15 years of Basketball PLUS Pack 100 Soft Sleeves, Random Years, Packs & Manufacturers, Packs Displayed are representative sample only ..., Look for rookie cards, hall of famers, special inserts, and more!!, Alot of fun opening packs ...
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1991-2006 ? Harry Roseman
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California Traffic Fatalities 1991-2007
Children under 15 years of age have had a 60% reduction in the number of all traffic deaths between 1991 and 2006!! The biggest drop was in children 5 and under. ... (more...)

1991-2006
History - leadership, 1991-2006 ... Total mobile telephone production 225,000 and over half is from Lynchburg. (more...)
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RIP, PowerBook: 1991-2006 - Engadget
When Apple Computer introduced the first PowerBook in 1991, it was a dud. Not technologically -- as a relatively lightweight laptop with the power of a desktop Mac, it was a marked ... (more...)

Kent Campus Maps 1991 - 2006
Archive of Kent campus maps from 1991 - 2006. ... Campus Maps . Home; Kent Campus Maps 1910-1943; Kent Campus Maps 1944-1963; Kent Campus Maps 1963-1971; Kent Campus Maps 1971-1991 ... (more...)

Goodbye Tiki (1991-2006) | Justin's Flash Blog
Our cat Tiki passed away yesterday. Ray posted on his blog a very good description of what happened. Tiki, of all my pets, has had the biggest (more...)

HFEA Data 1991-2006
The HFEA has released a report on the long term data analysis of the HFEA Register 1991-2006 ... HFEA Data 1991-2006. The Human Fertilisation and Embryology Authority (HFEA) has a ... (more...)
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[1] Copying permissions, C++ FAQ Lite
The entire C++ FAQ Lite document is Copyright © 1991-2006 Marshall P. Cline, Ph.D., cline@parashift.com. All rights reserved. Copying is permitted only under designated situations. (more...)

SSRN-Endesa 1991-2006 by Pablo Fernandez, Jose Carabias
SSRN-Endesa 1991-2006 by Pablo Fernandez, Jose Carabias ... Using the URL or DOI link below will ensure access to this page indefinitely (more...)

Lucy 1991-2006
Lucy was born on May 13th 1991 to an anonymous mother and father whose harsh life at a dump somewhere near London led her to fend for herself until she was found by a kind ... (more...)
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Open Question: Why are the Gators scared to play a REAL non-conferance schedule like the Buckeyes? ?
The Florida Gators have not played a non-conferance game outside of the state of Florida since 1991 when they lost to Syracuse. Ohio State on the other hand will play anyone, anywhere, anytime... USC- 2008 Washington- 2007 Texas- 2006 North Carolina State- 2004 UCLA- 2001 Arizona- 2000 Miami- 1999 West Virginia- 1998 Missouri- 1997 Notre Dame-1996 Boston College- 1995 Pittsburg-1995 Fresno State- 1994 Washington-1994 Pittsburg-1993 Syracuse-1992 Furthuremore Ohio State has games scheduled AT Oklahoma, Miami, California, Virginia Tech and Tennessse coming up in the next 6-8 years. Maybe if the Gators didn't get to cakewalk thru their schedule they would lose more. And just imagine what would happen to them if they had to play in Ohio, Michigan, or Pennsylvania in November. Maybe instead of playing all the bowl games in Tampa, Miami, Orlando, New Orleans, Atlanta we should move the bowl games to Cleveland, Pittsburg, Cincinnati, Green Bay, New York, and Boston and see how well the SEC plays then. (more...)

Open Question: 40 Years of "Best Pictures" Which are your top 5?
2007 No Country for Old Men 2006 Departed, The 2005 Crash 2004 Million Dollar Baby 2003 The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King 2002 Chicago 2001 A Beautiful Mind 2000 Gladiator 1999 American Beauty 1998 Shakespeare In Love 1997 Titanic 1996 The English Patient 1995 Braveheart 1994 Forrest Gump 1993 Schindler's List 1992 Unforgiven 1991 The Silence of the Lambs 1990 Dances With Wolves 1989 Driving Miss Daisy 1988 Rain Man 1987 The Last Emperor 1986 Platoon 1985 Out of Africa 1984 Amadeus 1983 Terms of Endearment 1982 Gandhi 1981 Chariots of Fire 1980 Ordinary People 1979 Kramer vs. Kramer 1978 The Deer Hunter 1977 Annie Hall 1976 Rocky 1975 One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest 1974 The Godfather: Part II 1973 The Sting 1972 The Godfather 1971 The French Connection 1970 Patton 1969 Midnight Cowboy My Top 5 Crash Million Dollar Baby (Ok, I will admit I'm being Biased here because I met Paul Haggis and he is a great guy) Rocky Silence Of The Lambs One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest (more...)

Resolved Question: Best songs of the century?
I'm trying to finish a project of picking the best songs each year for the past 100 years or so. Here's what I got so far. I'll take any suggestions but please don't just say "it's allright" or "it sucks." I need song suggestions and the years they came out. 1900-Swipesy Cakewalk (Scott Joplin) 1901-The Easy Winners (Scott Joplin) 1902-The Entertainer (Scott Joplin) 1903-Weeping Willow (Scott Joplin) 1904-The Yankee Doodle Boy (George M. Cohan) 1905-Leola (Scott Joplin) 1906-The Ragtime Dance (Scott Joplin) 1907-Gladiolus Rag (Scott Joplin) 1908-Pineapple Rag (Scott Joplin) 1909-Sunburt Rag (James Scott) 1910-Hilarity Rag (James Scott) 1911-Alexander's Ragtime Band (Irving Berlin) 1912-It's a Long Way to Tipperary (Jack Judge & Harry H. Williams) 1913-Memphis Blues (W.C. Handy) 1914-Twelfth Street Rag (Euday L. Bowman) 1915-Original Jelly Roll Blues (Jelly Roll Morton) 1916-Carol of the Bells (Mykola Dmytrovych Leontovych) 1917-Gesu Bambino (Pietro Yon) 1918-Carolina Shout (James Price Johnson) 1919-Bluin The Blues (Wilbur Sweatman's Original Jazz Band) 1920-Crazy Blues (Mamie Smith) 1921-Kitten on the Keys (Zez Confrey) 1922-Titina (Leo Daniderff) 1923-The Charleston (James Price Johnson) 1924-Rhaspsody In Blue (George Gershwin) 1925-Snowy Morning Blues (James Price Johnson) replacable 1926-King Porter Stomp (Jelly Roll Morton) 1927-Back Water Blues (Bessie Smith) 1928-Basin Street Blues (Louis Armstrong) 1929-Pine Top's Boogie Woogie (Clarence "Pine Top" Smith) 1930-Puttin on the Ritz (Harry Richman) 1931-Minnie The Moocher (Cab Calloway) 1932-Elegy (Art Tatum) 1933-Handful of Keys (Fats Waller) 1934-Fantasia on Greensleeves (Ralph Vaughan Williams) 1935-Honky Tonk Train Blues (Meade Lux Lewis) 1936-Cross Road Blues (Robert Johnson) 1937-Sing Sing Sing With a Swing (Benny Goodman) 1938-Roll 'Em Pete (Big Joe Turner & Pete Johnson) 1939-Boogie Woogie Stomp (Albert Ammons) 1940-In The Mood (Glenn Miller) 1941-Take The A Train (Duke Ellington) 1942-Hoedown from Rodeo (Aaron Copland) 1943-Boogie Woogie (Tommy Dorsey) 1944-Where Did You Sleep Last Night (Leadbelly) 1945-Driftin Blues (Charles Brown) 1946-The Christmas Song (Nat King Cole) 1947-Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas (Frank Sinatra) 1948-Move On Up a Little Higher (Mahalia Jackson) 1949-The Fat Man (Fats Domino) 1950-Tennessee Waltz (Patti Page) 1951-Dust My Broom (Elmore James) 1952-Night Train (Jimmy Forrest) 1953-Mess Around (Ray Charles) 1954-Shake Rattle and Roll (Bill Haley and the Comets) 1955-Tutti Frutti (Little Richard) 1956-Heartbreak Hotel (Elvis Presley) 1957-Jailhouse Rock (Elvis Presley) 1958-Johnny B. Goode (Chuck Berry) 1959-What'd I Say (Ray Charles) 1960-Beyond The Sea (Bobby Darin) 1961-Crazy (Patsy Cline) 1962-Green Onions (Booker T & The MG's) 1963-I Want To Hold Your Hand (The Beatles) 1964-The House of the Rising Sun (The Animals) 1965-I Got You (James Brown) 1966-California Dreamin' (The Mamas and The Papas) 1967-Respect (Aretha Franklin) 1968-Born To Be Wild (Steppenwolf) 1969-Fortunate Son (Creedence Cleerwater Revival) 1970-Spirit In The Sky (Norman Greenbaum) 1971-Imagine (John Lennon) 1972-Papa Was a Rolling Stone (The Temptations) 1973-Dream On (Aerosmith) 1974-Freebird (Lynyrd Skynyrd) 1975-Kashmir (Led Zeppelin) 1976-Crazy on You (Heart) 1977-Hotel California (The Eagles) 1978-Stayin' Alive (The Bee Gees) 1979-Hot Stuff (Donna Summers) 1980-Back in Black (ACDC) 1981-In The Air Tonight (Phil Collins) 1982-I Love Rock n Roll (Joan Jett & the Blackhearts) 1983-Billie Jean (Michael Jackson) 1984-Forever Young (Alphaville) 1985-The Power of Love (Huey Lewis and the News) 1986-Like A Rock (Bob Seger) 1987-Sweet Child O' Mine (Guns N Roses) 1988-Kokomo (The Beach Boys) 1989-Poison (Alice Cooper) 1990-Twice As Hard (The Black Crowes) 1991-Smells Like Teen Spirit (Nirvana) 1992-Under the Bridge (Red Hot Chili Peppers) 1993-Please Forgive Me (Bryan Adams) 1994-Loser (Beck) 1995-No More Tears (Ozzy Ozbourne) 1996-Give Me One Reason (Tracy Chapman) 1997-My Heart Will Go On (Celine Dion) 1998-It Hurt So Bad (Susan Tedeschi) 1999-Smooth (Santana) 2000-It's My Life (Bon Jovi) 2001-In The End (Linkin Park) 2002-A Little Less Conversation (JXL featuring Elvis Presley) 2003-Are You Gonna Be My Girl (JET) 2004-Maybe I'm Amazed (Jem) 2005-Boulevard of Broken Dreams (Green Day) 2006-Back To Black (Amy Winehouse) 2007-Rockstar (Nickelback) I also need one for 2008. (more...)

Open Question: What is my pension from Jan 2006 onwards?
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Resolved Question: Why don't the sissy Gator's play non-conferance games outside of Florida like the Buckeyes?
The Florida Gators have not played a non-conferance game outside of the state of Florida since 1991 when they lost to Syracuse. Ohio State on the other hand will play anyone, anywhere, anytime... USC- 2008 Washington- 2007 Texas- 2006 North Carolina State- 2004 UCLA- 2001 Arizona- 2000 Miami- 1999 West Virginia- 1998 Missouri- 1997 Notre Dame-1996 Boston College- 1995 Pittsburg-1995 Fresno State- 1994 Washington-1994 Pittsburg-1993 Syracuse-1992 Furthuremore Ohio State has games scheduled AT Oklahoma, Miami, California, Virginia Tech and Tennessse coming up in the next 6-8 years. Maybe if the Gators didn't get to cakewalk thru their schedule they would lose more. And just imagine what would happen to them if they had to play in Ohio, Michigan, or Pennsylvania in November, December! (more...)

Open Question: what's ur favorite scary movie?
mines are Dead silence(2007) The Messengers(2007) The Exorcist(1973) Candyman(1992) The IT(1990)all time favorite!! with pennywise the clown!!! The Reaping(2007) The ring(2002) The Grudge(2004) The Grudge 2(2006) Gothika(2003) Cabin Fever(2002) The Omen IV(1991) (more...)

Voting Question: Legitimate website for finding info on a home?
Hello all, Happy New Years :) Ok, this is follow up question 545,487,265,545 or so it seems haha. My husband and I are buying our first house. We decided to stay under the $75,000 mark which is reasonable in our area. We had a walk through the other day of a home that was listed under a different realtor. We LOVED the home & feel like it's "the one". We're trying to get some more info before we make an offer though. We found this website & it says that in 2006, the tax assessors value for this house was $56,300. It was built in 1991 & has original roof (which will need replaced soon), but the kitchen, flooring, and bathroom are all new from the summer of 2008. They're asking 75,000. My questions are: 1.) Is this ( http://www.zillow.com ) a legitimate source? 2.) How much should we offer initially? There is a house like 3 doors down for sale listed at $63,000. However, it's one fewer bedroom & 200 fewer sq ft. (more...)

Resolved Question: Poll: What year were you born?
I was born in 1988... which makes me a dragon according to the Chinese Calendar. What about you? Happy New Year to you all! ^_^ Rat : 2008 1996 1984 1972 1960 1948 1936 1924 Ox : 2009 1997 1985 1973 1961 1949 1937 1925 Tiger : 2010 1998 1986 1974 1962 1950 1938 1926 Rabbit : 2011 1999 1987 1975 1963 1951 1939 1927 Dragon : 2012 2000 1988 1976 1964 1952 1940 1928 Snake : 2013 2001 1989 1977 1965 1953 1941 1929 Horse : 2014 2002 1990 1978 1966 1954 1942 1930 Ram : 2015 2003 1991 1979 1967 1955 1943 1931 Monkey : 2016 2004 1992 1980 1968 1956 1944 1932 Rooster : 2017 2005 1993 1981 1969 1957 1945 1933 Dog : 2018 2006 1994 1982 1970 1958 1946 1934 Pig : 2019 2007 1995 1983 1971 1959 1947 1935 (more...)

Resolved Question: How much are these cards worth? I need a lot of money now!?
2006 Topps David Dellucci 1991 Topps Steve Decker 1978 Topps Johnny LeMaster 1986 Topps Chili Davis 1989 Score Rangers Bat Boy 1984 Topps Giants Crazy Crab 1990 Donruss Angels "Ticket taker of the Year" 1987 Score "History of Relish" (#6 out of 20) 1991 Upper Deck "Future Hall of Famers" Todd Van Poppel. I'm sure these are worth thousands, if not millions. Can you tell me how much? I have a Beckett guide right here in front of my face, in fact it's opened to the exact page, but I'd rather waste your time having you all do the legwork for me. I need to buy a new house and I'm going to sell these cards to pay for it, since we all know from the baseball section here, any and all baseball cards are worth lots of money no matter who they are or when they came out. (more...)

Voting Question: How can i save myself from my own hell (please be serious)?
My misery started probably in 2006 (maybe in 2005) when i was 14 years old. i just turned 17 about a week ago.. ive been haunted by both physical and mental problems. ive been fed into music with people singing about problems like Staind (aside from that; they make good music.) not to say i want to stop liking Staind because theyre arguably my favorite band; but ive been drowned in my physical problems and mental problems (mainly mental)...in my despair. im SOOO s#!$lessly afraid of stating some of my problems because im afraid of the answer. i crave for my past so much. my grandfather died in 1996 and i really wish i could remember him more. ive been longing to see for a while but i know i wont see him at least until i die. but i still feel nostalgic for the later 90's as well. im mainly nostalgic from the time period of 1991 - 2003. i try to dig up memories from those times either in my head or from looking at pictures and thinking of the times in my head. i just feel like the 1990's were full of magic. i honestly dont know if im nostalgic because my life sucks now, or if i just simply really liked my past. i have ugly extra baggage on the backs of my thighs and its disgusting. i cant seem to lose it. ive had a little gut for years and it seems its slightly growing. i cant lose the weight it seems. im a picky eater like my father. there is just so many things i dont like about me and my life. we didnt even decorate that much for christmas because my mom isnt in the spirit because her sister died over the summer. i think this is my most depressing December ever. i hope next year will be better. i have a lot of deep rooted fears and i feel i have screws loose that i can not tighten on my own. i feel i need help or my life will be the same four walls forever. is counseling the answer? what is the answer? help me... (more...)


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